Onscreen Crushes

The world is a better place if only they exist in real life.



1. Michael Scofield (Prison Break) - I don't need to explain why he's on my list. He may seem serious but in those times that Sarah and him were alone, he was funny and has witty remarks too huh. And Sarah Tancredi is like the luckiest girl in the world to be the mother of his child.

2. Aragorn (LOTR) - You want a knight in shining armor? Here it is, strong, smart, good, and romantic.

3. Chandler Bing (Friends) - If I'm Monica, magkakapasa-pasa si Chandler all over kakarurot ko. Comic and sarcastic. Very funny and very cute.

4. Edward Cullens (Twilight)- Mysterious and different. Polite, protective and a hopeless romantic. I could go on and on...

5. Wesley Gibson (Wanted)-The actor is the same guy in Narnia. How do you go from being a half human half animal character to being a hardcore very sexy killing machine? There was one scene wherein he came to other assasins' hideout to wipe then out, and he was killing everyone as if he doesnt care anymore if he gets killed in the process and miracurously he didnt. My jaw was hanging open while watching that and when it's done I said "Wow". I just thought that's very appealing.

6. Jamal Malik (Slumdog Millionaire) -the guy who would go through all these troubles for the love of his life.

7. Will Krudski (Young Americans)-The typical boy next door. He doesnt have to be a part of the varsity team or own a car or come from a prominent family. He just have to himself, simple, cute, very smart and poetic.

Mean Girl

I try to be good as much as possible because I feel good if I'm good, I feel terrible if I'm bad. Kaya wala akong bisyo. I don't have a hard time saying no to these things. If there's one thing though that I can't change-it's being cranky.

Lately, sobra 'kong nagiging mainitin ang ulo at mareklamo. And sobra din naman akong nagiging conscious kaya I try to do something about it. There are days that I'm successful, but it's frustrating when I'm not. My colleagues say it's okay, and I convince myself it's okay. But really, I feel awful.

Pano ka ba naman hindi magtataray kung nasa escalation team ka. Before I got into this team, I told myself I won't show some attitude like some of my colleagues. Now after just a few months of doing what they are doing, naiintindihan ko na.

One of the mean girls-that's me. Worried ako dati na kainisan ako sa floor gaya ng mga kasama ko, but now, I reached this point na I don't care. I know kapag naglalakad ako sa floor, may gusto nang pumana sa'kin. I don't like that idea, but really, hindi ko gustong magbago dahil sa iniisip sa'kin ng tao. I want to change kasi something doesn't feel right inside.

Not everyone understand this. I posted a bible verse in my station to remind me about this and I was laughed by one person saying he doesn't believe that. Now may nabasa akong blog of a husband who has the same thoughts about his temper. It is nice to know there are people out there that feel that same was as I do.

Last Sunday I went to VCF Gale and the pastor shared James 1:19-27 which I thought is very timely: ¹⁹My dear brothers, take note of this: Everyone should be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to become angry, ²⁰for man's anger does not bring about the righteous life that God desires. ²¹Therefore, get rid of all moral filth and the evil that is so prevalent and humbly accept the word planted in you, which can save you.

²²Do not merely listen to the word, and so deceive yourselves. Do what it says. ²³Anyone who listens to the word but does not do what it says is like a man who looks at his face in a mirror ²⁴and, after looking at himself, goes away and immediately forgets what he looks like. ²⁵But the man who looks intently into the perfect law that gives freedom, and continues to do this, not forgetting what he has heard, but doing it—he will be blessed in what he does.

²⁶If anyone considers himself religious and yet does not keep a tight rein on his tongue, he deceives himself and his religion is worthless. ²⁷Religion that God our Father accepts as pure and faultless is this: to look after orphans and widows in their distress and to keep oneself from being polluted by the world.

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