Honestly speaking, nagsara ang 2008 na hindi ako satisfied. I was excited for 2008. I called it the "year of possibilities". I had my plans, was very positive and before I knew it, bagong taon na naman.
Nung una, ayoko nang ma-excite for 2009. Skeptic na. I didnt really care in 2007, but a lot of things has happened that year. So I thought, if I take 2008 seriously, maybe even better things would happen. But it went by so fast. Really, I think 2008 went by so fast. I was going like, "realy, 2009 na? What happened in 2008? What happened in my year of possibilities?" Okay, so I helped a few people, enjoyed doing ministry and learning new things, went through trials and came out stronger, bought some stuff for myself, started wearing braces, and had my hair rebonded and colored. Yeah. I spent so much for myself this year than in any other year. Nga pala, I became "the" Youth Leader in our church and not to forget, we have Pablo added to the family this year. Not bad I guess, huh?
So I decided to put my skeptism aside, and believe again, that 2009 is the year of more possibilities. =) I will live life to the fullest, splurge some more money to myself, get out of my comfort zone and be open to "possibilities", all this and still live responsibly. Yeah, like, I will try doing drugs pero hindi ako mandadamay and I will never get caught. =) Biro lang.
Binasa ko uli yung 2008 New Year's Resolution ko from my old journal, and it was like I just wrote that list a few months back, now 2008 is over pass-your-test papers time na. Maybe I did accomplished some, some I definitely didn't. But I'm keeping the same list, maybe modify it a little.
For the record, I was spending the New Year's Eve at work for two consecutive years now. Sana this year nasa bahay na 'ko magbagong taon.
